LDR- Long Distance Relationship

One thing I can say about being with someone is that constant feeling or feeling(s) of that person. Whether its being in constant physical contact with the special guy/gal to even thinking about him/her 24 hours a day 7 days a week. One thing that is hard to do separate yourself from the one person that brings out the inner most beautiful in you through distance.

Just recently, I finished the semester of school and was 'forced' to move back in with my parents 50 miles away from my beloved sweetheart. Although, it may not seem like a LDR it feels like it is for me. Prior to summer and the move, we used to chill everyday after work and school. It was honestly, your place or mine. Either way, we made it a routine to see each other after a long days work. We looked at our chill time as reward for a hard days work. Every single day .... we were inseparable.

Now, I'm on the other side of highway with stricter parents to enforce a strict lock-up situation for Operation Marielle's Lame Summer Vacation. I miss him so so so so much. And as much as I don't want to be smothering with cute text messages and hours on the phone at night i contain myself. The last thing I would want is to drive you crazy with my neediness.

NOTE: One of the hardest things that i HATE about LDR is that when there's a fight, a misunderstanding, a worry in each of us ... it's that much harder, further and easier to walk away from it and never express/show how much it really and truly hurts.

I hate being mad at him and when or if i am slightly we are always able to quickly resolve things by simply seeing each other in the flesh and talking to one another. Now, that we're not just down the street anymore ... what to do?

This is the point in every LDR or relationship, where your past the giddy/sprung stage and at the level where you have to work really hard day/night just keep and maintain the relationship.

Props to all those who are at this level and still fighting, to all those who are beyond this level and for all the LDR that have to travel even further to be with one another.